in memory of Christopher; 1986-2007.

you stupid stupid stupid boy.
you never knew how much your skin was worth.
how beautiful was Her skin?
honestly, how special was She?
special enough to die.
remember the fights?
remember the soccer?
remember the Next menthols?
remember you telling me your misery?
remember me telling you my misery?
remember you saying you're past trying to kill yourself?
but i applaud you.
to write a script about gassing yourself
in your fucken '71 mercedes e-class,
and then doing it;you fucken bastard.
oh She will die when She hears.
you will be loved Chris.believe me.