punchdrunklove.

i am so hurt.i am.i am hurt because of assumptions people make.because of pre-concieved notions people have of me.because people,after forever,still do not understand what i am.because people have,based on footages;clips of the past, thought me to be someone i am entirely not now.i am Not selfish.i am Not demanding.i am Not unkind.i am Not aching for your comeback.(definitely not anymore).i am Not a child.i am Not parochial.i am Not concerned only about my joy.
i care beyond what you can do for me.i can minus myself away from your equation and yet still die if you were were dying.it is not about me.you could be making love to anyone else and i still could be here,at peace, only concerned if it hurt you.when will people,such as yourself,realize that i have brought myself beyond myself when it comes to you.that ultimately it is the You that matters,no matter who you love.that i will not die if you do not want me but only die if you sat alone,crouched, unwanted.