steadier footing.

im off for a week.which is amazing really.a whole week to do things i want to do.yet i fear i might sleep the week away.maybe not as literally as i might hope but in some abstract sense of waste.yes waste.i dislike waste.it is saddening.like regret.there's a line from a dcfc song that goes

"and this is the chance I never got
to make a move, but we just talk about
the people we've met in the last five years"

and i think that has melancholy written all over it.