life through the bottom of an empty bottle.

"im listening to springsteen's secret garden.its the theme song from jerry maguire.and i hear renee zelwegger go 'i love him.i love him for the man he wants to be.i love him for the man he almost is.i love him!and i dont care what you think!'
and i can hear jerry go 'i am not going to let you go so easily.'
haha and now its the famous line where renee goes,'you had me at hello.'
will you take my hand and never let go siva?not even when we have to part? "

who stole my dollars?

someone's been taking my dollars.some devious intellectual has found a way to steal my cash.let's do some math.
i get paid 730 dollars a month.100 dollars on cigarettes($630).150 on clubbing nights($480).200 on food and beverages($280).150 on transport(130).50 on my handphone($80).
so dude,where is my 80 dollars?no seriusly,its not funny.im so broke its not funny.if i find out who's been taking by dollars...i swear.i'll...i'll...i dont know.god.

PS: sure fatma,you can link my blog.dont even gotta ask.

"Cute Without the E"

your lipstick, his collar.. don't bother Angel
i know exactly what goes on
when everything you'll get is everything that you've wanted, princess
(well which would you prefer)
my finger on the trigger, or
(me face down, down across your floor)
me face down, down across your floor
(me face down, down across your floor)
well just so long as this thing's loaded
and will you tell all your friends you've got your gun to my head
this all was only wishful thinkin, this all was only wishful thinkin
and will you tell all your friends you've got your gun to my head
this all was only wishful thinkin, this all was only wishful thinkin let's go...
don't bother trying to explain Angel
i know exactly what goes on when you're on and
how about I'm outside of your window
(how about I'm outside of your window)
watchin him keep the details covered
you're such a sucker (you're such a sucker) for a sweet talker, yeah
and will you tell all your friends you've got your gun to my head
this all was only wishful thinkin, this all was only wishful thinkin
(the only thing that I regret is that I, I never let you hold me back)
and will you tell all your friends you've got your gun to my head
this all was only wishful thinkin, this all was only wishful thinkin
hoping for the best just hoping nothing happens
a thousand clever lines unread on clever napkins
i will never ask if you don't ever tell me
i know you well enough to know you'll never love me
hoping for the best just hoping nothing happens
a thousand clever lines unread on clever napkins
i will never ask if you don't ever tell me I
know you well enough to know you'll never love me
hoping for the best just hoping nothing happens
a thousand clever lines unread on clever napkins
i will never ask if you don't ever tell me I know you well enough to know...
why can't I feel anything from anyone other than you?
why can't I feel anything from anyone other than you?
and all of this was all your fault
and all of this (I stay jealous)
i stay wrecked and jealous for this, for this simple reason
i just need to keep you in mind as something larger than life
(she'll destroy us all before she's through and find a way to blame somebody else)
i stay wrecked and jealous for this, for this simple reason
i just need to keep you in mind as something larger than life
(she'll destroy us all before she's through and find a way to blame somebody else)
i stay wrecked and jealous for this, for this simple reason
i just need to keep you in mind as something larger than life.

- Taking Back Sunday.

cracks in the dark skyline.

groggy groggy day.i wont bother trying to explain the events of last week because there arent really worth explaining.it'll be long and a chore to put into words.and when i actually type it out and look back on it,it will hardly sound like what i wanted it to sound like.life's like that.so i'll tell you how i feel. groggy.tired.broke.sleepy.excited.nervous.nonchalant.interested.yet uninterested.hopeful.fucken lazy.lethargic.energized.bummed. now you make out my week for me darling.

night fell.

the lights inviting.there is a peace about standing by yourself at night.with that cigarette in your mouth and your life before your eyes.and you blow out the sweet smoke like clouds.clouds in your eyes.the lights are enticing.the orange shine of the cars the cars the cars.and i want to walk into them.the blow of the horn sounds like a distant bell...faraway like it dosent matter.and if i wanted to i could end it here.but i dont.there is a peace about tonight that i enjoy.