tiny vessels

"and every bite i gave you left a mark
tiny vessels oozed into your neck
and formed the bruises
that you said you didn't want to fade
but they did, and so did i that day" - Tiny Vessels, Death Cab For Cutie

rain again.

the rain outside spoilt my plans to leave the house.i hear the indistinguishable singsong of rain drops but im listening to 'la vie en rose'.the song reminds me of Love Me If You Dare and if you havent watched that before,you should someday.its sweet.and so effortless...as i would expect a french film.

"cap ou pas cap"

fluids.

an eyeful of color.
a collage of memories
pieced together with thread.
im mad to write about these memories.

weaving through the shades
of fate, i lost faith.
somewhere in a distance no one can cover...
so f a r away.
i want to believe im beautiful
the way i am.

to perish in my dreams.

i have nothing intelligent to say tonight.its an uninspirational night.im listening to The Perishers and they're uninspirational.they're singing about hearts and its a song for rainy sunday evenings i think.i have an unrelenting urge to climb into bed and sleep.for a week.its difficult to even conclude this passage.i wish The Perishers would cheer up.