hornby.

" i could feel the weight of everything then - the weight of loneliness, of everything that had gone wrong. i felt heroic, going up those last few flight of steps, dragging that weight along with me. jumping felt like the only way to get rid of it, the only way to make it work for me instead of against me "

- Jess, "A Long Way Down".

work.

terribly preoccupied with work at the moment.picking up call after call after call.and then hearing voices;coarse,sweet,loud,soft,high,low.hmm i think i definitely should have taken a holiday instead of starting work so soon.but money...money is of great significance to me and has a bearing on those around me.if only everything was free and the mechanics of everyday life was based on goodwill and not currency.