race day.

i swear i cannot feel my legs.all i feel are heavy logs.heavy logs that ache.i seriously have to skip some of the trainings before my feet drop.but its funny this running thing...you run and run and run and you think you've just about had enough;that you need to stop but when you dont stop,you realize that ure feet aktually carry on.and thats just wicked.

wail.

and and and and and and
and i scream.
friends friends
do you hear me
without her i died.
and all you see is skin skin skin.
can you smell the stench of betrayal?
i reak of it.and my vomit on your shoes...my cigarette butts in your
pockets
,my bottles on your heads.im sorry.
im running out of places to cry cry cry.
oh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
my full stop of exclamations will
get me...nowhere.
tell me where are you
where are you love?where!where!where!
will i kill you when i see you?
do i bite?do i punch?
i do i do i do i do.
i break bones
like you break hearts.
wheeeeerrrrreeeeeeeeeeeeeee are you.
there is only so much skin i can lose
...you must come some day.